Had a really nice day today. Went to Frankie and Benny’s and had a triple stack of pancakes with bacon and syrup.

Honestly the best thing ever. Should of taken a picture, they were insane!!

Then we decided to go bowling. Was nice to catch up with people out of work, especially some of my favorite people :) I also broke the news that I’m off to Magaluf next month…don’t know how that went down with certain people, but regardless of anything I still intend to do it.

I’m applying for a passport next week, then I’m booking flights. Actually cannot wait!!

….going out tonight, but I’m struggling!! As I sit here and write this, the time is currently 10:35pm on a Friday night. I should be out having a few drinks with friends, but I think it for the best that I don’t…

I think It’s time I started cutting quite a few people out of my life. I know this sounds really harsh. But I think it’s time to re-evaluate the people I associate myself with. Last year I put a lot of my trust in a few people who in the end, turned out to be complete and utter let downs. And, some of those people, even now are still lurking in the background. I think the reason why they’re still there is because I’m afraid to let go….but I think its definitely time to let go now.

Everyone in my life right now are just….there. I don’t feel anything towards any of them, even people that I used to be so close with seem like complete strangers now….and the rest of you, well not to be harsh, but I don’t think I’d be too bothered if we lost contact really…sorry!

That’s why I am more and more determined to leave this summer and take a leap of faith into the unknown. I have nothing to loose. No ties to home, and the older I get (I know, i know I’m only 21 but still!) I think its definitely time to get going. i want to meet new people and surround myself with something new.

Even though It doesn’t feel like it now, I think I’ve realized that there are far better things to come than any I’m going to leave behind.